aite...now im making an effort to forget you...so far im letting go of you...slowly..still thinking bout you..feels like ten years is too long to wait...oh well...dont know what i am going to do...its quite painfull...when i got nth to do...suddenly i saw you..straight away remembered all that times when i feel happy..hahas..double the pain..i kept thinking myself that i dont need you in my life but i dont want to believe that you the best ive ever had in my heart...cant believe that sometimes you can be so dumb...ready to let him go all of the sudden...what the hell...you dont even know whether he likes you or that girl...then you want to give up so suddenly...i dont even think that she is that pretty...i mean..get your facts right first before you react..hey...dont give a damn about anyone first...that is why if you havent..go tell him as soon as you can...dont you care about your fears..just do it...do what you have to do..then you will be at peace...cmon..this is soo not you...