Sunday, February 19, 2006

parkour....fencing..craziness...adrenalin..curious..read it..you'll understand..

so tired...but relaxed...
aite...i just finished parkouring round my neighbourhood..had fun...but i didnt notice that ppl were looking at me from everywhere....shit...im screwed...i was supposed to parkour with azhairul but he got other stuff to do so i might as well do it alone...oh well..i vaulted...did a kong vault and a gate vault and a turn vault....still havent do a speed vault and a palm spin...my tic tac just suck la...not to mention my handstand...havent tried a horizontal jump move thingy i forgot wat is it called...lol..backflip...frontflip...flip...and another damn freaking difficult move i dont noe wad it is called..theres a lot of moves to learn in 5 years before i can make my own parkour vid....hahas..
dont know why....le parkour just relaxes me..it helps me forgot all my problems...and frustrations..i felt clam...and also it is addictive...makes you wanna do more till you really drop...too fatigue..hahahas...thanks to parkour i earned the nickname"crazy guy" and "crazy monkey" at skool...as usual i get a lot of insults and discriminations from ppl...full of sarcasm..dare me to do the really impossible..really made me blow my top...i just swallowed it up...ignorant ppl..not to mention childish...the only reason why they make fun of me is bcoz they couldnt do it or too afraid to do it...so to all those cowards...dont make me whop your ass...if not really you would regret it...haiz..besides wad ive been doing had attracted a number of my friends to join in...some of them were my friends...my juniors and some other freshmen...there is a possibility that i can form Tanglin Secondary School Parkour before i leave this school....lols...TSSPK...not bad...a thing to remember...
in life there is only two type of people...those who do crazy things...and those who loved to watch crazy ppl do crazy stuff...im am the first type...the adrenalin rush really calms me down...yes i feel good..
to me le parkour means just to run and overcome an obstacle before we reach to the next destination..i got that from david belle...the inventor of parkour..le parkour is just more than an extreme sport...it is an art of movement....

now that is parkour..talking about fencing..at first i took fencing when i was 13 because i loved fighting...cannot blame an aggresive boy at that time who cant control his aggressiveness..but soon during training i learned how to control it thanks to all the foil training..which teaches a fencer self control and technique..i was being coached by ms Lim at that time..she really nags at you until you get it right..lols..she really reminded me of my mother.....then i learned how to apply my aggression and manage my anger by learning a bout the sabre...coached by mr Wong...he can be very temperamental...and vent his anger by giving me 1-on-1 lessons...at the end i got markings and briuses...and demoralised....due to all my wrong movements...and the scoldings...but i didnt quit because i believed that good things happen later...so work hard now....that was what he taught me...mr Wong taught me more than just fencing....he even taught me about politics and physics as well..history..and also bio...during one session of training!....lols..i respected him lots and he is like my father...we were really close and i know wad he one me to be....same as wad my father and i want me to be....makin it to the national team...yeah i would go for it for mr Wong,my dad and i..

fencing itself teaches me a lot..its history and the significance of a sword..how chivalry was formed from a sword itself...a lot of famous ppl are fencers...even politicians...fencing with the help of the philosophies i learnt have made me a lot mature and wise now i can say...the way of the warrior...and also wad it takes to be a Man...i learnt that fencing is an art of defence...and can be also used for killing...so its up to me to decide whether to defend my honor by defending myself...or destroy it by spilling my enemies' blood..i understand that i only i can make a diffrence to my life...not what i am now...but i what have become in ten years time...that is wad im looking for...
ppl call me weird and because they say that an average 15 going on 16 teenager couldnt care less about this stuff and all they want to do is to study hard and play harder...or the other way round...let me tell y'all...i am still NAZRI...the one you all used to know...only that i have stopped becoming ignorant and start thinking about the spiritual side of life..which is all about love,paradox,change,compassion,irony,humour..thats all about it ...and i am still that NAZRI who is still very lovesick...the one who really is in love with her..cant tell wad will happen...only time will tell...all in ten years' time...see what you have become..

Nazri..

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