wow....so tired..seriously didnt get enough sleep on sunday..
i think by now all my classmates would be so terrified at mrs chng...
after she screamed at Ian during lit lesson on thursday...
dang she still gives me the creeps..
after school...thinking of having a damn long nice nap when i reached home..
but wow....i ended up going to the gym with my sis and her friend..
oh yea...BTW...i met francis in the gym...then i dun give a damn about my sis and both of us workout together...carry weights and talking crap...
talking about the joseph musical our school had two years ago for the 40th anniversary...
and how those people who are involved in the musical changed after the whole thing ended...
where everyone ended up to...now..
i sounded so nostalgic..

cant help it..
i really cant help thinking about you...
cant help looking at your face..
staring at those eyes..and making my heart beat very fast..
everytime staring at those eyes...
if there is a chance of telling her how much i really loved you, i would..
but... last year's incident still gives me the creeps...
i really loved you....even when i did my best not to think about you...your image suddenly popped out in my mind..
how i wish that i can tell you how much i loved you...but i am still very much afraid..that i would
'syok sendiri' and 'terasa' and you will go dating somebody else in front of my face..
seriously it hurts so much seeing you do that..seriously..