ham jo zorreee

todae at school was....okay..i guess..but...don't know why
i just got this damn bad feeling about something...nah..
could just be my imagination..no...but everything sure looks normal
but really something sure isn't right........

i just forget that for a moment...
i parkoured for about 15 mins at school...
at last i successfully climbed the school building..
actually i climbed the first storey to the second only...
i will wait till i get stronger and much more confident to climb till the fourth storey(hee hee)

so..today is 1st feb huh?
like 13 days to valentines...hahas
bring back old memories...everything that happened last year...
that very same day...
i think you will all know what i'm talking about..
i wonder what happened to it..
i don't give a damn what she wants to do with it but i'm just curious..

okay...
i better make an apology now or i will regret it for life..and maybe i won't be able to forgive myself...i know self respect is really important to everyone and i know that i made a lot of people lose their respect for you..and i know by now you are so fucked up with me that you want to puke at my face...by now i know you have heard all the things i said about you, but i can't help it just because i was so fucked up over what had happened that day...i think kinda the same emotion you are feeling after you heard what i bitch about you..
i'm typing this cause i want to say sorry for what i've said about you and i got the whole story wrong for one year...and somebody then tell me the truth which was just last week.. i felt really guilty for what i've done and now i don't know what to say anymore...

if you're still fucked up with it......just slap me in a face...
when you see me..

knowing that i am very pathetic