never knew how pathetic i can get

how would you feel...
if someone had hurt you...
and youre so fucked up with that...
you started to get upset about it...
and wasted your time thinkin about it..

then everybody knew about that incident...
the one whom 'hurt' you lost her respect from others..
and then a few of your friends hated her for what she had done...

one faithfull day..you've found out the whole story...
realised that everything was your fault...
you start recalling everything you said about her...
felt really guilty and at the same time...
feel that it's too late to apologise...
something you would regret for life