fight in 5 hours time...
todae is 12 feb...todae...i have to report at 1230 for Singapore Junior Fencing Championships men's sabre individual....in other words..my fight...
i've been training lately...hard...i'am really sick of losing....i wanna be in the top ten in ranking...
i've been distracted lately....by her...but not today...tihs is my test now....before NATIONAL TRIAS 2006....gotta be in the national team...and i am grab get...bcoz i know that nobody is going to give it to me...willingfully....thats just stupid...
fencing is not only a sport for me.....it's a fight which i have to defend my honour...and let ppl have a good impression of me....i never cheat...i am gonna win it....so if my opponents want to get it too....they will noe wad they have to do....and i am not afraid of losing anymore....i am a fighter no matter wad happen...i've been fighting all this while...beating my way through life....all that doubts i have.....oh just fuck it....i dont give a damn animore....all i care is my fight and that's it...
now i am feeling really pumped up....ready for anything...alll my challenges awaits me...and i am gonna beat them all...bring it on...and i will thrash you like you regret being thrashed by me...
i am ready to lose...and i am ready to win....i dun care....even if i lose...i dun want to get thrashed...it hurts me right through...
'if you wanna fence,train....if you wanna be the best,train harder....' which is wad i am doing..
for those ppl who are feeling realli fucked up: let me tell you something..dont be too hard on yourself...relax...be happy...dont necessarily listen to other ppl...not that you cant listen to them at all...all you must do is listen to your heart....bcoz it will make you do things which you think is right...nothing else matters...its your life...live it your way...and if things dont turn out the way it should be...there must be a purpose behind these events....just remember that everything has it purpose...dont think too much...sometimes it will make you really unhappy....and if youre cying over this...DON'T...bcoz it is not your fault...youre just having a hard time...alrite...
i will take my leave...signing off....
i've been training lately...hard...i'am really sick of losing....i wanna be in the top ten in ranking...
i've been distracted lately....by her...but not today...tihs is my test now....before NATIONAL TRIAS 2006....gotta be in the national team...and i am grab get...bcoz i know that nobody is going to give it to me...willingfully....thats just stupid...
fencing is not only a sport for me.....it's a fight which i have to defend my honour...and let ppl have a good impression of me....i never cheat...i am gonna win it....so if my opponents want to get it too....they will noe wad they have to do....and i am not afraid of losing anymore....i am a fighter no matter wad happen...i've been fighting all this while...beating my way through life....all that doubts i have.....oh just fuck it....i dont give a damn animore....all i care is my fight and that's it...
now i am feeling really pumped up....ready for anything...alll my challenges awaits me...and i am gonna beat them all...bring it on...and i will thrash you like you regret being thrashed by me...
i am ready to lose...and i am ready to win....i dun care....even if i lose...i dun want to get thrashed...it hurts me right through...
'if you wanna fence,train....if you wanna be the best,train harder....' which is wad i am doing..
for those ppl who are feeling realli fucked up: let me tell you something..dont be too hard on yourself...relax...be happy...dont necessarily listen to other ppl...not that you cant listen to them at all...all you must do is listen to your heart....bcoz it will make you do things which you think is right...nothing else matters...its your life...live it your way...and if things dont turn out the way it should be...there must be a purpose behind these events....just remember that everything has it purpose...dont think too much...sometimes it will make you really unhappy....and if youre cying over this...DON'T...bcoz it is not your fault...youre just having a hard time...alrite...
i will take my leave...signing off....
posted by nazri at
7:18 AM
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