my day...as usual normal and confusing

today was really tiring...well thats because i didnt sleep for the whole nite then parkour with yue hern..oh yeah i made my first parkour video taken by bryce...me making the leap of faith at the hall...half-naked....hahas..it was really damn scary coz..it was as good as jumping off from the second storey to the first...but with the help of those mattresses which belonged to the dance ensemble ppl....then practice all my landings...taught yue hern how to parkour only how to jump and land...the most basic and crucial technique...
i got a lot of hw to do and i am deprived of sleep....haiz...what to do...that parkour session really helped me to forget everything that happened in my mind last nite...hahas..what to do...just sweat it out and 'fly'!!!!must i always fight through to succeed...how i wish that things would sometimes go my way...for once..then i would have the easy way out....NEVER!!!things never go the way you want it to be...u got to earn it....and make it go your way...thats is one of the basic rules of Nature...i think....animal instincts...i realised that respect will never go to you...you gotta get....how...by giving respect itself...

cant help it...i can be tough on myself and i will be...cant stop thinkin bout you....even when im determined not to.....oh yes...but when i wake up from this 'fantasy'...boy it hurts me...realised that there is already somebody else in your heart...oh well....i'll just wait..hahas..