things that has been going on in my head...seriously...
i have been thinking about lots of thinks....life....lots of things that has been happening to this world...
then i asked myself...why cant be happy?well thats because in my opinion they cannot accept the chsnges that has been happening...well actually life is all about balance,change,paradox,humour and compassion...i dont see that happenning in this world....oh what the hell....nevertheless...i'm quite happy...beginning to settle in and getting used to the changes at school(except coping with all the maths....oh well)...what to do...actually i feel i can do 9 subjects.....trust me ...and we'll see how it turns out at the end...
yes....as usual...encountered a lot of ignorant ppl.....but when i dared them to do things which i did....they backed out....hahas.....so much for their thrash talk.....you know who you are when youre reading this...cowards...hahas...their only strength....thrash talk...this is for those ppl.....if yall cant do it and only talk and talk.....shut the hell up or youll regret it......yall dig?!
honour....dignity..respect...pride..these are the values i have lived for...my only purpose in life is just to bring honour to my family and everyone around me....they say what i have been doing now is just a total watse of time and energy....but let me tell you something...i am goingto prove you all wrong and youll see me what i have become in ten years time....just wait for it..
have been thinking about death lately....i have been wondering how i am going to die....what i am going to die as...whether or not as a fighter...a descent man who beat his way through life and then died while attempting to change his stars completely....die as a hermit who does not want to do anything with the world he is living in....or die as an ignorant coward who thinks that he got no purpose in life and would be better off without him....actaully...everybody deserves to live his life to the fullest....the greatest gift is the gift of life.....so start appreciating it instead of whining over and think it is useless...no one deserves my respect if he commited suicide...ppl spent billions of dollars on cloning humans.....thought that they can go against Nature by asexual reproduction...and none of them are successful...even by a bit....such a waste of money....so thank god that all of you are living in this world to think that life is just priceless and no money or anything in this world can buy a person's life...ppl who deserves my respects are those patriots who die for what they believed in.....honour,dignity,brotherhood and loyalty...only those who died trying and never gives up until he is dead deserves my respect.....because he is willing to change...since he realised that things would never go his way and appreciate all the simple things in life...then they will be happy...life is all about change, paradox and humour and nothing else....but if i were to be given a choice...i would want to die as a fighter.....knowing the consequences if i failed and accepting it sincerely...taking risks and gamble...getting to adapt to the changes around me and see things way beyond books, pen,and paper...i wish i would die as a warrior who would be willing to die for his country....and appreciating all the simple things in life....especially his family..his foundation in life....and just be happy about it...
ppl have been telling me...a traceur who masters le parkour can be a dangerous criminal... because anytime that tracuer can break into houses applying all the skills he had learnt...rob everything that is valuable in that house...then i told her...it is the same thing that people learnt fencing or other various martial arts to kill....not to defend their life and honour....it is also the same concept as a highly educated man who uses his knowledge to cheat people...instead of doing good and contributing to the society...well isnt that a criminal act too....so...wtf...it is just a matter of self discipline the guy have in his heart...whether he is willing to go against his temptations and resist it....well so much for good people in this world....and that is why i think good ppl die early....coz they cant bear to see all the evil that has been going around the world....oh wells...
then i asked myself...why cant be happy?well thats because in my opinion they cannot accept the chsnges that has been happening...well actually life is all about balance,change,paradox,humour and compassion...i dont see that happenning in this world....oh what the hell....nevertheless...i'm quite happy...beginning to settle in and getting used to the changes at school(except coping with all the maths....oh well)...what to do...actually i feel i can do 9 subjects.....trust me ...and we'll see how it turns out at the end...
yes....as usual...encountered a lot of ignorant ppl.....but when i dared them to do things which i did....they backed out....hahas.....so much for their thrash talk.....you know who you are when youre reading this...cowards...hahas...their only strength....thrash talk...this is for those ppl.....if yall cant do it and only talk and talk.....shut the hell up or youll regret it......yall dig?!
honour....dignity..respect...pride..these are the values i have lived for...my only purpose in life is just to bring honour to my family and everyone around me....they say what i have been doing now is just a total watse of time and energy....but let me tell you something...i am goingto prove you all wrong and youll see me what i have become in ten years time....just wait for it..
have been thinking about death lately....i have been wondering how i am going to die....what i am going to die as...whether or not as a fighter...a descent man who beat his way through life and then died while attempting to change his stars completely....die as a hermit who does not want to do anything with the world he is living in....or die as an ignorant coward who thinks that he got no purpose in life and would be better off without him....actaully...everybody deserves to live his life to the fullest....the greatest gift is the gift of life.....so start appreciating it instead of whining over and think it is useless...no one deserves my respect if he commited suicide...ppl spent billions of dollars on cloning humans.....thought that they can go against Nature by asexual reproduction...and none of them are successful...even by a bit....such a waste of money....so thank god that all of you are living in this world to think that life is just priceless and no money or anything in this world can buy a person's life...ppl who deserves my respects are those patriots who die for what they believed in.....honour,dignity,brotherhood and loyalty...only those who died trying and never gives up until he is dead deserves my respect.....because he is willing to change...since he realised that things would never go his way and appreciate all the simple things in life...then they will be happy...life is all about change, paradox and humour and nothing else....but if i were to be given a choice...i would want to die as a fighter.....knowing the consequences if i failed and accepting it sincerely...taking risks and gamble...getting to adapt to the changes around me and see things way beyond books, pen,and paper...i wish i would die as a warrior who would be willing to die for his country....and appreciating all the simple things in life....especially his family..his foundation in life....and just be happy about it...
ppl have been telling me...a traceur who masters le parkour can be a dangerous criminal... because anytime that tracuer can break into houses applying all the skills he had learnt...rob everything that is valuable in that house...then i told her...it is the same thing that people learnt fencing or other various martial arts to kill....not to defend their life and honour....it is also the same concept as a highly educated man who uses his knowledge to cheat people...instead of doing good and contributing to the society...well isnt that a criminal act too....so...wtf...it is just a matter of self discipline the guy have in his heart...whether he is willing to go against his temptations and resist it....well so much for good people in this world....and that is why i think good ppl die early....coz they cant bear to see all the evil that has been going around the world....oh wells...
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