today was okay la...i wanted to come to school in the morning for the chinese new year celebration...yes with the boring lion dance as the first item which took like so long to end....argh!!! yer...but then i woke up at 1130....what the fuck...hahas...i guess i got too used waking up and sleeping late...hahas...i think i slept at 3 in the morning...hahas...i felt funny that night...cant describe it...hahas...

for some god-damned reason Tiger Lily-Matchbook Romance have become my lullaby before i go to sleep and the worst thing is...it is one of the songs that i hated most...and i cant even go to sleep with that song going around in my head...hahas...anyway i hate the song just because it's too sad and heartbreaking...hahas...i wasnt myself last night, as in not Babz...haiz...they said whatever doesn't kill you will only make you stronger...well i'll see how true that will be...hahas...im listening to Saw Loser now...yer their former band was Pug Jelly (for those who didnt know...if you dont even know who they are...you are a FUCKING LOSER!!!!) their geting more emo as compared to the last album...wanna know more....go buy the album...i didnt...i borrowed haifz's CD..hahas...lazy to buy...oh yeah did i write anything about fall out boy's new album...i just got my hands on one recently...their music make my blood rush everytime i listen to it...

had training tonight...as usual i was shagged....i need to think MORE while on the piste this time...damn...i tend to think of one move and stick to it when it works...joseph did the maths (woah!!!)...zi hao said,"joseph you're really mad...u can apply math in fencing...and i failed my maths"...hahas...so yeah...i need to work on my footwork too...too monotonous..hahas...maybe i can apply music to fencing like how joseph used maths for fencing...muahahahahahahahahahaha...i guess i need more time to train then...but i wonder if i can do well this year since i just switched to sabre...gotta win and gain more points for my rankings...hopefully i will be able to catch up fast since i'll be training 3 times a week as of i-don't-know-when... :( guess i gotta wait...

choir camp in a few more weeks and recital in like two months time?? haiz...sianz watever la...just waste one night and a few dollars...after that play pool again...hahahas...

cant wait for poly life...bet it's gonna be hectic...being a dog and come regularly for dog training...hahas...trying to find a band and finish up my unfininshed songs...hahas...yer...