i'm really exhausted from tonight's training...hahhas...finally i got my first one-on-one training with my sabre coach (i dont know how to spell his name so to save myself from any humiliation i just dont...haiyah u noe wad i mean..hahas)..well it went well...but the fact that im fat is still there...haiz....he made me work that i could barely walk right now...lol...but im happy that i received my individual training...if not i will not be paying him and i'll just train with the national coach instead...hmm...i wonder maybe if i train hard enough and compete actively to get points for my rankings, probably i stand a chance to fence in the SEA Games...lol...muahahahaha...think too much...but seriously thanks to my foil (ahem...) background i can fence sabre well...as in timing and distance...if u peeps don't know what i'm talking about, just ignore me...as u can see im crapping tonight...again...i thought i always do..muahahahahaha...oh my goodness la...

i desperately need to improve my engrish... )': during choir today ms teo was just joking around with the choir members...then she asked,"how many chicken have you killed now?".. then i replied,"i lost MY count..." oh shit, i dont know how that 'my' just came out from my mouth but it just did...i tried to correct myself but i didnt bother...haiyah...then i pronounced Franz Ferdidnand as FRANS-FERDINAN...argggggggghhh!!!!!!!!!!! oh my goodness la...no wonder my lit got b3...my engrish just sucks...speaking of chior practice i will be singing 'ice kacang(WOOT!!)' for the choir recital...yer perth song...hahas i promoted that song at perth...hahas...missed that place...and practice starts on thursday...maybe i will be coming...maybe not...but oh what the hell just come for the sake of it...today's choir practice was okay...it's choir-like...hahas...nothing much...yer...

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!or today...OH MY GOODNESS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll just be hanging out with faliq and harshan...normal routine...play pool and uh go milf-hunting...maybe...hahhas....then EMO!!!!hahahas.....im gonna do something stupid...again....but i doubt it's gonna work...like fat hope sia....haiz...but try la...my boi carez are gonna be laughing their ass off!!!!hahahas...