I've been warned countlessly by coach (whom i still don't know what his name is. =.=") excessive force during muay that training last week. So I thought this time I'd better control my strength or I'll be in serious trouble and made a point not to go crazy during my next sparring session.

However things did not go as I planned last few days during my training. Bruce ( my coach's name, it took me 5 weeks to learn his name lmao) made us wear headgears this time. I still thought that I shouldn't hit too hard. When it was my turn, I nervously made my way into the center and then thought back what I intended to do. My head wasn't totally in the game at all. Jerome was my partner this time. Just when Bruce starts the match, Jerome came in aggressively and gave a clean hit on my chin. I was stupid enough to let my guard loose and take such a hit from hit. That was the first time I got hit in the face and that really shook me up. I couldn't think what to do next. So I charged right at him and desperately threw punches, didn't care whether I punched properly or whether my punches landed cleanly, as long as I can hit him I'll be happy enough. I didn't care whether I will get hit because I was so damn pissed that I got the first hit lmao. Coach stopped the bout and commented that I didn't use any technique, all power. But at least I fought with guts lfmao.