Saturday, July 15, 2006

what the f***....

for god's sake, let me tell you something..im sick of all of your bullsh*t..kalau kau tak nak.. cakap je la kau tak nak...apesal kau mesti layan...i've been desperately waiting for months...lots of things have happened to me..i went emo for like weeks and im still not over with the shit.....YET!!!i almost got into trouble....i wasted my time...i should have concentrated on my FSI instead....wtf...lastly i wasnt someone i used to be...i became someone i never knew and i HATE it...this is seriously bullshit...im sick of this and im sick of you...


i dont want you to wait for something that isnt for sure, if you think that im not worth waiting then dont wait, go for someone ready and willing, i still have a long way to move on....
what the f*** is this?! ive been through shit and i've never felt for someone this deep in just a short amount of time before....i've come a long way and there's no way that i ever gonna quit just because you still cant move on...go for someone ready and willing.. who the f*** do you think i am? i am not some desperate bastard who wants to date with anybody....i have my own pride and honour....i would never disgrace myself by behaving like this...and they dont call me bold, stubborn and persistent for nothing....
but i dont want to hrut you in anyway in the future naz....
hahahahas....its ironic aye..you've hurt me even if you never meant to...i've been feeling so lonely and hurt all my life so im sooo used to this....saying this will never make me happy either.....
nights....and oh by the way naZri, please respect my decision, try and move on if you can and will, because the door to my heart is already closed after what happened between me and naDZri...i dont want no lover no more....so please understand moii situation please nas....good nyte....
FINE!!! have it your way....theres no need for me to go crazy over a girl no more.....ive through shit.....all for NOTHING!!! so why waste time....i rather concentrate on what is best for me....youve made me happy and grate ful for that.....im moving on....like what you said...now feel as if i totally forgot who nisa is.....then i remember, "oh...i remember...she is the hot chick whom i just met in perth during the exchange programme...thats it..." fine i dont give damn...dont even think that i care...guess wad...

i hate you....

but like i said... they dont call me stubborn and persistent for nothing....

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