untitled...continue fron the last entry...hahas..

i dont really know why...
this feelings just come and go..
but looking at her pickerel smile..
i feel as if time just stopped and took a break..

she made me feel strong..
at the same time so weak...
she made me feel so calm....
at the same time so nervous..
she made me feel so estatic..
at the same time so depressed...
she made me feel so brave...
at the same time so cowardly..
just by looking at those eyes and smile..
i dont really know exactly how i feel...

during those moments i spent time with her..
i said to myself..
if god grant me a wish i would ask him to make this night last forever...
but it can never come true....ever..

let her be my burden..
i dont really care...
if anybody wishes to challenge me...
then i would say "I DARE!!!'

she is the heaven...
she is the earth..
she is the mountains..
she is the seas..
she is the wind....
she is the raging fire...
that no man can beat...

so what up with the little monkey...
like a noble peasant said..
'it is as if you are trying to change the stars!!!hahahs'
but the little monkey said..
i wont know if i try...

she is my burden...
let her be..
so this is a test for me...
to see how strong i can be..
searching for hapiness..
which im not sure that i can get...
soo....
for now...






i rest my case...
rock on..