It’s 3 am in the morning rite now and I am just about to go to bed, right after I had my supper . I just got back from DXO and damn I wish I could stay longer and stay up the whole night on the dance floor. Hahas, oh well parents are still parents no matter how old you are (I’m going to be 17 soon! Hope I’m not much of a jackass now… lol). At least I know that they still care and do whatever parents normally do and I respect that. That’s why I need to follow their curfew. I won’t need a curfew soon. I consider myself lucky to have mom and dad. I mean they do respect my decisions I make in my life and really trust me. So in return I want to be filial to them so that I won’t betray their trust. I may not show it but I really do appreciate whatever they have done to me and I’m thankful for that. They are courageous enough to let me go a little bit one at a time. So yeah just want to say I love them a lot… okay I’m being sentimental now so I’m going to stop this…

DXO was great though it was bored at first. Sheng Kai was complaining that there aren’t enough girls to grind…hahahaha. I scored a few here and there until I forgot about my curfew (argh), so I had to reach home early. Well I wish I can stay up the whole night…
Oh well….

Hey hey…well I had my first lecture today and I totally didn’t pay attention at all to the lecturer. Lol. Oh well, the lectures isn’t much actually, just about the introduction to some electrical components and stuff. So there isn’t much worth paying attention about because I can just review the lecture PowerPoint slides in my student account…hahahas…. I was chatting with winsome and Duncan during my PEEE lecture…hahahas… Corpus Christi peeps. Gosh it’s really been more than a year since Perth exchange programme, which is a week of unforgettable experience.

I don’t really believe the idea of ‘move on, leave the past behind us…’ concept. Well, it’s just because I believe that everything happens for a reason, such as karma or something like that. You can’t just literally forget the past because people can never forget their past. Try and make the best use out of it. Why must people forget the past and blindly looking on to the future? Without past, there is no present. Without present, there will be no future. So in other words, without past there will never be life. It’s quite ridiculous when people make the same mistakes over and over again just because they wanted to move on without even thinking back of what they’ve done in the past. Basically people like that got no life. Oh well…

There’s something wrong with my notebook again. Well I can’t access internet at Macdonald. Grr… there is no connectivity or it is limited (well I can’t understand computer language okay…) and it’s due to the fact that the network did not assign the network address to the computer (what the fuck?!?! I don’t even know what that means. Well too bad I’m a computer dummy…L) So I will make a point to visit T14 again to do some shit… fucking hell. Well I already am starting to hate computers by now but I just got to live with it…argh…

I can’t sleep right now. I just had a cup of cappuccino at macdonald’s… I guess I had to stay up all night huh…well I don’t know what else to blog about right now so I guess this is it so far…

Next topic to post: Reality v.s Idealism

Give me some time to think about this….

Jackass fucking off….

lectures have been a bore!! hahas, seriously nothing new or interesting had happened today except during the CCA exhibition thingy i did something that i rather find it uh, OUTRAGEOUS!!! hahahahaha!!!!!! the thing starts next week and uh im not sure when it will end. oh well, i guess we have to say how it goes. i forgot to mention that i signed up in the SP rugby team.

well i give up on the tagboard debate on me against uh....TANGLIN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!! well i could not be bothered anymore cause i know that this verbal engagement will lead to nowhere and my face will be even more ruined. one more thing, talking to these uh, 'uniformed individuals' can really be a pain in the ass when you are against their motion. it's obvious that everyone is too stupid not to realise that the whole thing has been out of point. after much lectures from jing ying....

I REALISED I HAVENT GROWN UP ONE BIT!!!! WOOT!!! THEYRE THE IDIOTS AND I'M A SERIOUS JACKASS!!!!!

ayte...i admit it. i'm laughing at myself right now, i cant imagine how stupid i look in people's point of view. oh gosh this is sooooo embarassing!!!! do i owe grace an apology for 'fooling around' or something (but there's no way i will bow to her okay!!!)...anybody tell me leh...BUT PLEASE NOT MY BOXERS!!!! I WONDER WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM?!?!?! THEY ARE MY FAVOURITE PAIRS OKAY(sob...sob...) LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!

alrite im half asleep right now..trying to uh...do watever that is necessary...im just so shagged after training....imagine i gotta do this like 5 times a week and 3 hours a day...argh!!!but it's all for the sense of achievement!!!hahas...


okay i gtg now...

NAZRI THE JACKASS FUCKING OFF!!!!

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahas....

it's funny when how a wanker reacts when he or she has been questioned about the concept and philosophy of each subculture she claimed to belong to...hahahas...

they will just retaliate by saying how much of a dickhead i am and insult me upside down just to make me look bad. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously i really looked bad on that blog. actually it's my mistake for putting it in the wrong way. well i got a little overexcited and made sounded really belligerent. however, despite all this, they never answer my question.

for example, "do you really know wad a punk is and its ideology? do you know wad are the diffrent types of punk such as 'cop-killers','violent','ultra-violent','individual' and 'straightedge'?"

RIGHT GRACE??HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!!!!!!

so...for more action and drama....tune in to punkeverdies-rockon.blogspot.com....

P.S: read the previous tagboard posts first to see wads going on....actually it's my fault for starting the show...lol
about the boxers issue, i just got a lot boxers of the same colour, BLUE!! hahahas, it's really pathetic but i will make a point to buy more boxers of a DIFFRENT COLOUR!!! HAHAHAS!!! so anybody can help me recommend wad colour its best for my butt?? thanks ;))





Actually thanks to her post, now i really know how popular i have become. who have been bitching and talking bad about me. who my FRIENDS really are...if it were not for this post i would not have lived a lie and accept my 'friends'' disguised hypocrisy and bullshit. i really know now each individuals' real character behind those mask...some loyalty huh? oh well, even my so-called bros do bitch about me( not hannibal and ah lek)....now i do know where i really belong....NOWHERE!!!! but home with my family members who really accepts me for who i am...
if you guys who are offended to wad i say....I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING HELL NOT!!!i sincerely apologise.....actually i never talk bad (as in REALLY backstab) about my friends...the petty stuff like "SHIT HE REALLY PISS ME OFF BECAUSE....." hahahas...sorry la...cannot help it...but for those who really backstab me, i suspect who yall are but i never want to know, i'm just sorry for making you think this way about me...im not going to write out your names or i will just create misunderstandings and such that will bring matter worse for all of us...so yea...

to think that really cannot live without these two-faced phonys, please im not that pathetic, im strong enough to live by myself....

it's gonna hit you as hard as life. no matter how toughwe are it's still gonna beat us to our knees if you let it, but it doesnt matter how hard you get hit, it only matters how much you can get hit and keep moving foward. how much you can take and keep moving forward. hahas. i got this from the rocky movie, so pathetic...i just got inspired by this quote...hahahaha!!!! yea....dang have i felt so hurt in my life before?? maybe its just me alienating myself from this life i'm living in right now...oh well,

life begins...sigh...






im going to choir to save my face on thursday...hope it will not be a violent one....i will refrain myself...
if u people want to flame me like how SEX MANIAC did, there's a tagboard for a goddamned reason...dont live a lie and give me this bullshit...i will see how to counterflame y'all....


but i assure you that i will not make it really personal.... :))

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Very High
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	High
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Very High

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hmm....not bad huh??

im in no mood to blog......
i hate computers......

=.="

ARLOW ARLOW ARLOW!!!! it's been a long time since i posted(i think). life has been pretty hectic now. SP Orientation Programme has already started. i missed second half of the Day one orientation due to the fact that i need to get my notebook by today!!!!(last day wad...) so i rushed to the enrolment centre to make my student admission card, i looked like a freaking dork in the photo with my fringe not covering my eyebrow. then i had to wait for TWO AND A HALF HOURS for my notebook!!! i wasnt in the mood to flare up so i just had to wait patiently. Orientation was not bad execpt that i have not seen any chiobus in the campus. i bet there isnt any chiobus in my school...oh well. i made three friends the first thing i reached the convention centre. well, actually the third one was at the enrolment centre, he took civil and structural engineering, and the other two is from my school lah.looking foward to tomorrow, hopefully i can unexpect the expected...LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

well for these past few weeks i have made a wardrobe makeover....WOOT!!!! hahahas...yea...u ppl shud haf seen my wardrobe, it was unbelievable.....ahahaha

on sat...went to danceworks '07...basket Juying owned again, UTG got 3rd... @%!%#$^@$&!$&$*@#$%
but actually they deserved it...strong group compared to tanglin...i am not a pro in dancing so i dont know ad they lacked.. =.=". had supper with ms. solastri and mrs sulaiman at the cheese prata shop. then they left us for ST. JAMES POWEHOUSE!!! 0_0...hahahas...

so thats it la...hahahahaha

yesterday was fucked up. hahas. it's obvious that i lost yesterday's national trails, at the quaterfinal round. hahas. i fucked up a lot yesterday because i know i could have done better and coach was like ,"what ARE YOU DOING?!?!why no ambition to win? where's your mentality to fence?? why intimidated?". then i was like oh shit. hahas. anyway i was a little panicky becuase everybody changed their sytle of fencing now. hahas. i was completely stunned during the competition, maybe thats why i lost. anyway, i am not worried about anything since this is just my first competition i took part this year, there's still a lot harder once like Selagor Open, and FSI (shitshitshit)....so yea im going to train harder from today onwards, well at least after my choir recital which is on THE LAST WEEK OF MAY!!!!! cb.

my dad just bought a new PC, so there's no need for me to go online late at night, and im getting my laptop soon by this friday. WOOOOHHHOOO!!!! hahahas.

i'm listeining to Winds of Change by Scorpions. some hard rock band. i find this song inspirational. this song also reflects the events that happened during the cold war in eastern europe in the early 1990s. the fall of communism which led to the berlin wall. ever since stalin died, communism was in a mess. actually i hated cold war becuase it's just too boring. it's not literally a war, just some cold relationship between USSR (russia) and USA. all they did was just taking their military power to the next level and scare each other's pants off. USSR and USA happened to be the two most powerful countries during that era. USA have MTV and hollywood while USSR have muscle-bound she-male female olympians and Stalin. I dont know much about USSR but i know hollywood has played a major role in spreading propaganda to promote democracy(or the all american culture, or even USA itself??). since tv is an important source of brainwashing couch potatoes, they might as well make the full use out of it. in the 4th rocky movie, rocky balboa thrashed the russian boxer and he trained by using some ancient stuff in a barn deep in the mountains while that russian trained by using all those high tech stuff and gizmos in a gym. then this underdog thrashed the russian, reapresnting the all american dream. doesnt this show that americans are the good guys and they are heroes and all other bullshits. people will think that USA is a powerful country to have such 'heroes' in their country. in my opinion, not that i am referring to al the americans out there but their american politics are just bullshit and full of crap. im not going to post it here because im just plain lazy. if u want to know just ask me...lol