purpose of fencing now...

'the eyes of the tiger are like my own'




oh yes i am so pumped up...i aint fencing to get a spot at the national level. i got a new purpose of fencing and fighting in this tournament. after what happened during the National Trials, no, not anymore. i just want to beat all the national fencers now. i dont want to join them. they messed with my pride during that competition and i am so gonna find him during the National Trials next year. this fire which represents my honour and pride are all that mattered to me. i am getting another rematch. i am not statis fied with our last one. i find my true purpose in fighting, show that i can be better than the sp-called best fencers in the country. i am gonna fight for it and nothing's gonna stop me. so watch out..

today was great. there is no need to worry about me getting gold for napha test coz most prbably i will get it....hahahas...ppl can call me fat huh....bring it on man....show whos got more muscles here...fine after napha i chatted with her(hehehe) for a while before i head home...shit i feel so happy when i look at her...hahahs...emo again....its been a while i felt really happy....really...

we got a new name for our parkour crew "KamiKaze"...hey its not named after those japanese suicide pilots okay.....'kami' means we in malay and 'kaze' means wind....so 'kamikaze' means 'we are the wind' in other words....cool huh....loved that name....wikid...hahas