yea...achievers' day shit is all over now..yea i am freakin happy...hahas..i get to study properly now..for Os..yea...no national trials, a little bit more performance but what the hell...

last night was great..well for me of course...i was dead nervous for my item on stage...well she was there..i heard from ppl...hehe..for those who noe who..hahas...nevermind..anyway..while i was on the stage, ready to sing the first song with my choir ppl...fuckin hell i was looking for her and i didnt actually paid attention to ms teo' conductings..then for my second song...the guys' solo..then...there she was...right in front of the stage...then i got a lil' excited..hahas...and then i realised only my voice was picked up by the mic...oh fucking hell...hahas...yea yes she saw me...and then exchanged smiles and then i enjoyed myself all the way...hahas..

anyway before the achievers' day shit..on my way home after friday prayers,guess wad...i saw a group of tracuers training....its obvious that i wanted to join them but we never meet...so mi head to my training grounds and start parkouring...thats how we were acquainted...yea we then excahnged numbers and will be meeting up on sunday afternoon...tomorrow..yea...the rise of the parkour organisation from the west side of singapore...

training ground..

this is where i train...freerunning here..this is where KaMiKaZe was formed..just the three of us..local traceurs check this out...this place is super wikid...

for her...

argh...drats...been feeling this way...ok...but i am still not sure my feelings for her (for those who know, you know who i'm talking about...hahas...)..though it is getting stronger everyday...oh shit i am not good with this jiwang stuff...oh well......hey i just listened this song....my sis's friend gave it to me....gawd this song is freakin wikid....it 's Warmness On The Soul by avenged sevenfold..

this song is for her la oso....hahas...okay

Your hazel green tint eyes watching,

Every move I make.

And the feeling of doubt,

It's erased.

I'll never feel alone again,

With you by my side.

You're the one,

And in you I confide

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love,

Was always on my mind.

You've been there from the start for me.

And your love has always been,

True as can be.

I'll give my heart to you.

I give my heart,

'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love,

Was always on my mind.

You've been there from the start for me.

And your love has always been,

True as can be.

I'll give my heart to you.

I give my heart,

'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh

the sunset..took it before the achievers' day rehearsal shit...hahas....thats my purpose of getting myself a camera..taking pics of me parkour and the sceneries..pictures thats worth taking..

Far Away...

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it allI’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love youI have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
So far awayBeen far away for far too long
So far awayBeen far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wantedI wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love youI have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go

purpose of fencing now...

'the eyes of the tiger are like my own'




oh yes i am so pumped up...i aint fencing to get a spot at the national level. i got a new purpose of fencing and fighting in this tournament. after what happened during the National Trials, no, not anymore. i just want to beat all the national fencers now. i dont want to join them. they messed with my pride during that competition and i am so gonna find him during the National Trials next year. this fire which represents my honour and pride are all that mattered to me. i am getting another rematch. i am not statis fied with our last one. i find my true purpose in fighting, show that i can be better than the sp-called best fencers in the country. i am gonna fight for it and nothing's gonna stop me. so watch out..

today was great. there is no need to worry about me getting gold for napha test coz most prbably i will get it....hahahas...ppl can call me fat huh....bring it on man....show whos got more muscles here...fine after napha i chatted with her(hehehe) for a while before i head home...shit i feel so happy when i look at her...hahahs...emo again....its been a while i felt really happy....really...

we got a new name for our parkour crew "KamiKaze"...hey its not named after those japanese suicide pilots okay.....'kami' means we in malay and 'kaze' means wind....so 'kamikaze' means 'we are the wind' in other words....cool huh....loved that name....wikid...hahas

at last i found the time to update my blog.....i hate FOCUS....its killing me....i got no time to do any homework..and i have been having sleepless nights...oh well....life as a sec 4 student ...fucking stressfull..

oh yea...BTW....national trials is over....yea...been having loads of fun except for my last match...i am going to look for him in the competition next year....and whoop his ass upside down....i am so pissed....making me lose my pride like that....man he's gonna pay...

yea.....shit...i know i like this girl....but...i dont know....cause i am not sure about my feelings for her....and i am also afraid that i am gonna be played and the ending would be the same again....SHIT!!!! what am i saying.....hahas.....enough of being emo...now i know what i want.....

i'm sick of competitons lately....homework clash...i hope i can get over this as soon as possible...