i'm dead tired rite now. what a fucked up way to start a post. well anyway nothing much happened today. actually nothing interesting happened today. i overslept today and came 45 minutes late for training. I was really shagged and i had no mood to train. i was yawning throughout the morining and i could not help it, seriously. then i just slept during training in the afternoon, just couldnt help it...

oh and there's national trials tomorrow.....

im sitting on my chair, staring at the screen while im just merely blogging aimlessly. well there's nothing to blog about these days, since everyday has been a routine, well except that i let my cats go (not ABANDON) after months of feudal war with my neighbour who turned out to be a total biatch, she is so bitchy i bet she is equavalent to those hungry canines by the street. so we thought this would end the cold war.

damn i still cant get over the fact that school starts in a month from now. i dont know why but it feels like a year. and my wardrobe needs to be filled up a little bit more, still looking rather pathetic. i havent got my own laptop yet till end of this week :)). i'm starting to do homework the school has given me. it's the prepmath programme thingy. hahas they just know that my math sucks like shit due to fact that i have no interest in mathematics and i have other more productive things to indulge on, or i am just plain lazy. i am not the guy who is passive and can stone for hours reading a book or something like that. i'll only study when the time comes like exams (gosh i miss school) or when you see me behaving really weird.

choir practice was okay. the groupie thing still bugged me out. and i got flamed for my sucky vocals which is not good enough. hahahas so much for those ppl who thought that i can really sing aye?? well these things happen.

well as you can listen, i've changed the song in my blog. it's Warmness On The Soul by Avenged Sevenfold. i got hooked up to this song again after months of not listening to it. this song brings lots of pain and one of the most fucked up memories i had in my last year of secondary school life although it made me learn a lesson i'll never forget... DONT BE A FUCKING AFC!!!!lol... in fact listening to this song made me feel as if i was there again, where it all started (not at tss). for fucking hell she was not the girl i knew during the week when she's back in singapore. hahas. for some goddamned reason i'm feeling emo again, must be the fucking song. come to think of it, i didnt know why i got so obsessed over that bullshit that really tore me apart. i really felt so stupid and idiotic to fall for her at that point of time when i was DELUDED. life moves on and im happy for who and what i am now ;)..

i'm bored and rotting away...

hey to all gorgeous ppl...

to those who think that they are not gorgeous at all, you people are FUCKING LOSERS!!!!
so today was great. went to the gym, well it's been a long time since i workout and im feeling fatter not despite the fact that i have lost 7 kg in three months. Workout workout workout until 5 pm. when i reached home i was getting ready to go for my FIRST jam session!!! WOOT!!! but i had to go through all my mom's nagging about music that is basically a waste of time and unproductive...i was like WAT THE FUCKING HELL!!! man at least i didnt smoke or drink or worst...TAKE DRUGS!!!! so be thankful for that mom!!! headed to the zai studios which it's at kallang pudding road. man that place was like FUCKING HUGE!!!! and the service was FUCKING GREAT!!! the owners of the jam studio was like smiling and they are supper nice. It makes me want to jam there again despite the distance from my house. Plus, that place is just two months old so it's a new studio which also means new equiptment. but i just lllluuuurrrrvvvvvveeeeeee the place. the auntie was so nice. on the wy bak she gave us tidbits to munch on. should jam there again.

by the way, i didnt talk about the band i recently joined. met glen from soft.com.sg (it's a music forum..) and we intro each other. then i met the rest of his bandmates.

kc -guitarist

wan-bassist

alex-drummer

glen, himself-guitarist

and i met alex's chio gf who happens to have the same name as jing ying!!! lol...and the thing is, theyre older than me by at least 6 yrs O_0....hahas, but theyre a cool bunch of ppl. they happened to be really close before i came and still really close. hahas. after jamming at zai studios we went to the nearest kopitiam and had supper. hahas...it was fun jamming with them..we did...


everlong-foo fighters
pardon me-incubus
my hero-foo fighters...

then i missed the last rain home and took a cab..... =.='''
\but then again...today was fun... =)

well nothing much happened today lately, except that i went to SP to do my pre-enrolment thingy and send in my course preference with azhairul. Hahas. After that i went to jurong point to have a medical checkup for some SP shit. What the fuck the first thing they asked to do is to have my urine tested. So basically i need to pee in a plastic cup (eeww....), then i put the dipstick (chromatography??) into a plastic bag then hand the sample over to them. My reaction as i walked out was, "oh my goodness lah....". Hahahas. I came back to the clinic after a few minutes with the sample in my hand (which i put it in athe goddamned plastic bag of course) and waited to get my height and weight tested, and eye test. Well, as usual i never failed the eye test, PERFECT EYESIGHT!!!! WOOT!!! hahas. I still haven't grown a cm and i've only lost 2 kg (no wonder my knee is killing me) so..

height= 165 cm
weight=78 kg (fats and MUSCLES!!!)
BMI=28 something??

after all that checkup, i got to fork out 22 bucks then go eat then reach home. Took a 3 hour nap and then watched PRISON BREAK SEASON 2!!!! hahas, singapore TV is fucking slow. i bet Corbin have watched the entire of season two by now :( ... but i'll just take my time and indulge myself. Oh well

i almost forgot that i got a jam this weekend at night. hahas.

i'm dead tired right now. I only have 3 hours of sleep to day, hahas. Slept at 3, woke up at 6. Hahahahas. Choir camp, hahahas. Fine I get to sleepover afterall, i'm being so stupid. Wait, when i reached home i slept from 10 to 2 (hahahahahahahahahas!!!!) and i'm still soooooooo tired. Hahahas...

hey...

just got back fron the IT show thingyat suntec. damn the place was freaking crowded,i thought i could at least buy something but suddenly i didnt have the mood. Hahahas. Anyway there's choir camp tomorrow. To save myself from boredom, i'm forcing myself to go. Not that i don't like or anything, but what's the point of going to the two days one night camp? i can't sleep over in school because i am just an alumni of the school. i also don't understand why they expect me to help out during the camp while i am treated as an outsider of the school?? for fuck!! i dont mean to say this because im feeling a little fucked up now so i can be a schmuck once in a while. i wish i could sleepover but sadly im not a student of the school.

anyway i've always felt that classical music makes me feel rather restricted. it's so standard and i can't put myself into the song as in i cannot express myself. classical music is really old school, boring. hey, if it were not for classical, rock music may never exist. so i got to appreciate classicals ONLY for that reason. hahahas...

i know it has been quite a while to write/type/post this but whatever. i got posted to Singapore Polytechnic!!!!hahahas....studying triple E (electrical and electronics engineering)..hahahas....cant wait to start school...life sucks without commitments and responsibilities....this is wat i realised after 3 months without school...hahahas...

i'm still not ove Daughtry yet. hahahas. Now listening to THERE AND BACK AGAIN and WHAT I WANT previously. featuring Slash. 0_0...hahas...i really need to get a band or something because i just want to.
i missed moshing and going to gigs. hmm...maybe i'll go for one next week. hahas...

I GET TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!

FUCK LA I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got Daughtry's album!!!!!WOOT!!!!hahahas....borrowed from hafiz...now i cant It's Not Over out of my head...hahas...the song is so i dont know how to describe it...but outstanding vocals by Chris Daughtry (why did he name his band after himself??)...i guess he's quite smart not singing the contract with Fuel...smart move...hahas...anyway enjoy....It's Not Over by Daughtry...

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around

Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood

Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out

Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

Let's start over
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over