misleaded..

fuckin hell for the past year and i half i cant believe i have been wasting my time. what i think le parkour all this while has been thrash. i'll i have been so-called 'training' is just shit and does not serve the purpose of parkour. i even misintepret the definition of le parkour..haiz...
lucky for me my butt has been saved..by a fellow tracuer who calls himself cyrus..he showed me the way..so i decided to start all over again and i have a cyrus to guide me through to be a tracuer..
thanks bro...i owe you one...i cant imagine how disappointed i was..i'll the time wasted..how much injury i have caused to myself....fuck...for nothing...anyway at least i got a teacher right...hahas...oh well...

yes..

finally i got the time to blog....been busy with exams and other commitments...i am so exhausted..after a gym workout with faliq and harshan and wei lun...then went for a swim with my two bois...then we went emo...thinkin bout you-know-what...then we crapped...hahas...had serious fun that night...

oh yea...guess wad....one of my birthday wish came true...i finally got the guts to tell her...to confess everything...all my feelings for her...if you ask why i did that...well i couldnt take it anymore..i just got to tell her...i said that i liked a girl whom i met and get to know during the perth trip...the girl who knew my only weakness and able to make me feel really weak...for once...she is the girl that i turned to during the perth trip when i got loads of prob in my head...and i went shopping with her on the last day at perth...i liked a girl whose name is nisa and i really liked the way she smile...

its alright for me to wait for you now...at least i noe how you feel about me...'u noe dat ur da one dat ive been waiting fer actuali...'i regretted not telling you earlier right after the perth trip...i should have told you right when you figure out who i liked...like i said i would wait for you ...i'll give my heart to you...cos nothing can compare in this world to you...ever since i started talking with her...well not in conversations but...text messages....yeah!!!!i gt a mobile phone woooohooooo!!!!!!seems like every night because we didnt really see each other in school....i dont care what people think....if he wants to fight with me because of her....bring it on cos he does not know who nazri really is and i fight to protect the ones i love and myself....i dont fight because i got jealous when some guy is talking with a girl and therefore be possesive and try to take control of her life...hey wake up and smell the coffee man....she may be your girl but she aint your wife....if you wanna fight because of her, bring it on then...you dont know what i'm known for...

anyway i signed up for Fencing Singapore Internationals....the competition which helps me to redeem myself..i'll never forget a shit that happened to me during the Trials.....i'm gonna show you that an underdog worth the equal respect of any other fencers taking part in this tournament....i'll defeat you man....i'l look for you in the competition grounds...

whatever it is...i'll stil love you...

happy birthday nazri..

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you....
happy birthday to nazri..
happy birthday to you...
yea!!!!!!!!!

hahas...lame..nazri has turned 16 officailly..
i can already play pool with my braders...
oh shit i forgot to make a wish..
here goes:

1. get below 10 for my L1R5 for my 'o' levels
2. get to a decent JC
3. RSAF combat pilot
4. a new pair of shoes..for PK training..
5. my first parkour video...starring....ME!!!
6. be happy..
7. defeat all the national fencers...hahahaha
8. brand new set of fencing equiptment..hahas...impossible..
9. new gadgets...now i really think that i seriously needed a mobile phone
10. seek enlightenment..martial arts discipline
11. last but not least...i wish that i will be able to stay happy and not be feeling lonely again..and lots of courage...

drats...still did not have the courage and the guts to tell her huh...well...okay shes been nice to me ...well thats because she didnt know that i am so in love with her....fuck i am being so emo....i dont give a fuck..well she knows that i liked somebody...but the thing is she does not even have the clue that i liked her...what will be the possibility of me expressing my feelings to her..drats...i dont want to end the same as that time well this is enough for me...but i still gwith that materialistic biatch..yea being toyed by her..well i know that she aint like that but i still fear it...i know how much it hurts...drats..but sjes been treating me nice anyway..not the silent treatment kind..this is enough for me but i feel that i need to tell her or i suffer from this sickness..its obvious isnt it..i forgot that i still didnt get her number...i got her picture in my mind...oh drats this is getting so emo again...

girl...i have your picture in my mind and i am so crazy about you....i like the way you smile...your self-confidence..how you self-praise yourself...that is so you...first the reasin why i am so crazy for you is that youre hot..that is the first damn reason aite..the second is how you repesent yourself...another one is that you know my damn weakness...and knowing that i am not strong emotionally...though i did not tell you that...girl i feel that youre one in a million...i would never let you go if youre mine...your beauty is reflected by the power of my voice...the talent that i have discovered since the start of Joseph Musical...i dont mean the beauty of only on how you look...but also the kindness and the consolation you have given me...i was touched by that and the time we had with each other....i treasured that most...i wish i can sing oyu this song since no words can describe my feelings for you but i have a sore throat now...well i will wait till i recover till then...hahahas...so emo..

I'm Yours-Jason Mraz

When you done done me and better you felt it I tried to be chill but you're too hot that i melted I fell right through the cracks and i'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my bestest And nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, No more, it cannot wait, i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me, Open up your plans and damn you're free, look into heart and you'll find love, love,love. Listen to the music of the moment maybe seen with me.Ah, la peaceful melody, It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So i won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure. There's no need to complicate to our time is short, this is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spendin way too long checkin my tongue in the mirror And bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so i drew a new face and laughed I guess what i'm a sayin'is there aint no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aimed to do Our name is our virtue

I wont hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait , i'm sure.there's no need to complicate, our time, is short, this is our fate, i'm yours

no please dont complicate, our time is short, this is our faith, i'm yours,no please dont hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait, the sky is yours!!

well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me I love one big family It's our god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved Open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me I love happy family It's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me I love peaceful melodies It's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

happy birthday nazri..

yea...me at the esplanade..during CIP...hahas..yea..i should be asking for donations but wow....great slacking...anyway i dont give a damn..